He Called Himself The People Whisperer

FIRST – I need to say clearly as I can – That I feel sad, fearful, and angry and some relief in finally telling you an ugly truth that I have known for many, many years. This is about someone I said was an inspiration to me in my initial step into healing from my disturbed up-bringing and my living a dysfunctional life. I am talking of a professional – well educated people helper. A man who is an educated “psycho-logical psychotherapy leader”.

I have known this for many years and didn’t say anything publicly about him because I was so tired of fighting systemic racism and those “colonizers” who use our people by continuing to perpetuate a big lie that they are helping us and giving of themselves to our vulnerable and most troubled – needy people.

I need you to understand how fucked up HOW this whole way of “helping” is… THE FIRST WAVE OF COLONIZERS CAME TO TAKE EVERYTHING FROM US – TO MAKE US OBEY THEM AND WHEN WE DIDN’T – THEY BROKE EVERYTHING WE NEEDED TO LIVE STRONG AND HEALTHY – INCLUDING OUR FAMILY UNITS. We still live in this generational destruction.

So the next wave came to “fix” all they broke and to “help” us deal with dysfunctions of our broken understanding of our original Spirit Connection and our disturbed distorted psycho-social, relational, and emotional/mental/ physical and sexuality… Anyhow, they blamed us for our troubles with violence, suicide, poverty, homelessness and broken families.

For hundreds of years now, the main stream society see us a “sub-culture” and see us as lost – barren of our spirit way – as they say without “faith” and baseless people. Now, The following group are mainly Christians who want us to adopt their way of RELIGION.  So we can begin to heal with their version of faith. The second wave – The second group came with their “Religion” to Christianize us – to convert us. They came after the original colonizers destroyed and damaged everything we had to live free. They took away our base for food – almost wiping all the buffalo form this earth!. The lodging. Locking us into prisons – taking away our sense and feeling of freedom. Taking away our self-determination and living us vulnerable – unable to provide ourselves with protection. Our emotional, mental and sexual harmony was deeply disturbed. We have deep ingrained self-loathing and amongst ourselves and our environment and our family and our tribe.

I am saying this because there is a disturbed pattern carried on in the helping system – the created a huge ugly dis-ease and now offer a solution – BASED ON THEIR ORIGINAL COLONIZERS MENTALITY AND HIERARCHY – SUPERIOR SYSTEMIC CULTURE AND SOCIETAL NORMS. They come to us as helpers. These are usually white people with “education” “position in education system and society”

I am somewhat stuck in my feelings and thinking in my telling about what I saw from THIS PARTICULAR MAN – a man who first inspired me in my first stint in treatment at Onsite Experiential Psycho-therapy. I feel angry that I – ME – I did not want to admit – face up to the negative and hurtful experiences that I had with this person almost every time I had to INTERACT deal with him.

What I saw coming for this person triggered my fear and mistrust with “the Wasicu”. The “eater of everything” “the Glutton” “the human swine-pig”!

Wasicu is a Lakota/Dakota word – an expression label for the Caucasian man or whiteman who came to “fucken cheat, murder and on make their fortune and on and on and blah blah… yawn.

PLEASE NOTE THIS IS A WRITING IN PROGRESS – I WILL CONTINUE SOON.