Spirit Warrior Vision YouTube Channel

I had an idea to making self-help videos

I share my YouTube Channel videos here to help – to support – to you what I say. I’ve had some of my experiences recorded here. Some of my life. To show some of my real of my experiences and history. I have come to learn that sharing with others who seek support or connection is helpful and positive – as long as it is done in an open honest way.

I remember being subtly and directly “squashed” – put-down as a child and young adult WHEN OR IF I was excited about something I did. Sometimes when I felt excited- good about accomplishing something – that I used to hear that a person – them or me – were just “showing off” “bragging” or acting “shameful”!

I grew up hearing so many times, “Shut up” and “Don’t think you’re so smart”. I took this message all my life and carried and lived it deep inside. I fought against “voices” that echoed inside of my head. I became my own “home movie” of negativity. I hid that these negative messages played from deep inside me.

The purpose of my sharing this piece is to hopefully broaden your understanding of “relating with others in a healthy full way where each person grows”. I mean where we – you and I and anyone who is needing or wishing to get out of or escape a “shitty” or “abusive” or “suffocating” relationship. You know a relationship – where YOU have “communication where you are not heard or respected or where you can deal with past and present “violations of your being treated with respect, dignity and honor”. Whew! This is a lot to understand, when maybe you just came to leisurely read an article of watch a video. Yet, I need to share what I know about writing and reading a text or social media message or watching a video. It is now – real common to “NOT TALK AND EXPRESS FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS”.

AND – it is important to understand that communicating through any way where you cannot hear or see the other persons reaction or feelings or emotions or hear their changes in voice or inflections of tone… you will stay isolated to your past understanding of relating. Many people would rather read a book about relating rather that actually sitting in front of the other person and sharing = talking directly about what is in your heart and mind. And dealing with what they feel and think.

Trolling is attacking some on social media or internet – usually “anonymously” AND, NOT BUT… it can be done by someone you “know” and they do the attack or put-down on you FaceBook or Twitter another social media app.

I have worked with people who have committed suicide after being “attacked” by a “troll” who was a family-of-origin” member. So, try to understand why social media is promoting the “NO TALK” dysfunctional rule. One of those “social” rules of reminding a person – not to think “good” of themself.

I understand the simply need to get or be recognized for one’s accomplishments. And I also understand the “problems” with doing this on Social Media. Be aware when taking part in social media like FaceBook or Twitter. I DO NOT support anyone take part in social media(s) where you are talking back and forth and reading or writing “disturbed and distorted” comments… Or even letting yourself do all your talking as writing on Social Media.

I will write more about how social media promotes “poor relating and loss of ability to express real feelings and deal with emotional disturbance”. I know that most people can act and carry out “simply public interaction and relating” like in everyday relating… it is another thing when we deal in private or in a close personal relationship.

So, please as you visit here – take what you like and leave the rest. If you are reading to help your self or someone you care about – remember that you need to put your oxygen mask first!

Consider – finding a family-of-choice and (understand family-of-irgin) begin making “new guidelines” to relating and living well.

Pidamaya – Mitakuye Oyasin